New Chapter's

 

 

As I sit and write, I realize it's been months since my last post, and between these past few weeks I have taken time off from writing, I have spent time with my family, gone house hunting, bought a house, started a new job in my career study, started my first baby in school, lost a loved one, questioned the universe and all it's matter..

 

 

Tonight I am sitting in my new house, with my dog by my side, a tea on the other, my babies sleeping in there own rooms and know, more than ever this is exactly where I am suppose to be.

 

And this understanding is exactly what I have needed after such a crazy whirlwind summer, that I am a wife, a mother to two littles, a hard worker, a homeowner and a friend, I am all these things, at the exact time I'm suppose to be.

 

You could say being a grown-up, and parent is like being a juggler, you see others do it with ease, and think to yourself that you wish you could be as smooth, BUT know,  that we all have our shining moments, our niches of perfection where we really do shine.

 

This summer was amazing, even with the sorrow, I see the bigger picture, I choose not to see the negative. I choose to be posititve, I have two children to raise, and I look forward to doing it in our new home.

 

We spent 18 plus hours working to make this home our own, and we are finally in. This is night three of staying here.

 

It. feels so right, we belong here.

 

 

Here's to another chapter in our life together

Summer 2013

 

The Moshers are busy having great summer!!

have a sneak peek

 



Goodbye Tball , it's been real

Over a month ago, if you remember

Austin started Tball, and after that first night I lost sleep, I worried, I called all the people who I call to comfort me, to give me mama advice and to lsten to my worrying rants about how I am doing everything wrong...

 

BUT, when we went back the second day for practice it was like my shy soft spoken little boy was a different person. Who played, and laughed and played Tball with his team.

 

And I never had to worry about him being shy after that, he was anything but.

 

I did, however have to stand with him on occasion to prevent the grass fights, butterfly chasing, and fighting over the ball that often occurs with a bunch of spunky four year olds.

 

He did good.

 

And managed to teach me something: some things you can't prepare for. Sure you can practice the skills like batting and running, or writing his name, and saying "please and thank you" but you can't teach a child how to act in a new setting.

You have to let nature take it's course. He will learn, he will grow and without his mother pushing him to do so.

 

You can't force a child to be brave, it is something that happens naturally.

 

School will be scary at first, he will miss me, he may cry and want to come home early,

I'm sure I will do all those things watching my baby get on a bus at first too

 

But he will learn, he will learn on his own, and he will do great! And

he will always know that I will be here, cheering him on, waiting to hear about his day when he get home.

 

Mommy will always be proud of you,

 

 

The innocence of children is magical and beautiful

When Austin recieved his trophy he was so happy, he later came up to me and asked me what a trophy was. He didnt even know, how adorable!

I told him a trophy is what you get when you win something, or do something really really good..

 

He gets a trophy for being so cute!